i dont know if this has just become a realization,
or if this is the answer to my prayers,
and what ive been waiting for,
but its all starting to slip away.
i dont know if i slowly gained the capability of deceiving myself
into thinking and feeling the way i want to feel.
i dont know if i just learned how to trick myself into a different mindset,
but it seems to me that it is slowly getting there.
im not exactly sure if thats a good thing.
its most likely bittersweet, as it is with so many other situations,
but i dont think it is necessarily benefiting on your end.
sorry.
it seems that the end of this has come a little sooner than expected.
and i dont know if i should be happy or saddened by it..
thank goodness for it, but at the same time, please leave..
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