"heh"

sometimes i cant help but wonder,
"what were you thinking?"
uoywonkwohotyonnaem.
uoygnedetircopyh.

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it's nice to know that youre thought about and remembered
as much as you thought you no longer exist to them,
they were there all along waiting for the right moment
to be reacquainted with you.
thanks for taking the effort to call
unexpectedly sweet.

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theres so much of me that wants to give up
im so tired of caring, so tired of trying
sometimes, i just hate the things i get myself into
if you only knew hunn, if you only knew.

1244413, youre gone.

im not a huge fan of your inconsistency.
pull me in as you please,
push me away as if it were a daily routine.
fade in when youre craving for the latest scoop
fade out when you got something else better to do

go ahead be mad at me,
at least he's still here, despite everything
unlike you.

it was fun while it lasted.
thanks for the would have, could have, should have beens.
especially when i need[ed] you the most.
i dont know you at all anymore,
and i give you permission to say the exact same thing to me.

thanks for the past,
because youre sure as hell not here now.