yes.

i love! irony<3
the way in confuses you,
with the signs that come along with it.
whether it be a
number
song
sermon
or a horoscope.
they love taunting me.
and i stand here constantly amused.
they poke fun at me,
finding ways to bother me
until they get my full attention.
with the intention of making me recall memories
and things id rather not deal with right now.

but you have it now, =]
im all ears, all eyes.
keep it coming.

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biggirlsdontcry
prayer
Wednesday, June 24
You can't make people do your bidding at the wave of a magic wand, no matter how much you might want to. They are still going to behave badly, act rudely, be tense or excitable. Just because they love you doesn't mean they are automatically always good to you.

[pun and sarcasm intended]

amazed

at how someone can be so selfless.
that despite everything that has happened to her
with the world crashing down
and even if everything comes knocking her back down once she has her sense of balance,
she still finds strength and the will to continue.

how can someone be so willing?
that she'd rather have herself feel the pain
suffer. as much as its hurting her,
she wouldn't dare to let that fall onto someone else's shoulders,
even if the world has brought her down that much.

what is in her that leads her to encourage and pick up the pieces of what everyone has shaped as being, her-so-called, enemies?
help them better themselves.
growth, never change.

after being pushed and shoved out of the way
day after day
struggle after struggle
but never crying because of defeat.
she'll continue, no matter what
it'll just take time to get back in the game

its either shes some type of superwoman,
but then again, maybe its through who and what she really loves, cares, adores the about, the people that are in her life.
because thats what matters to her.
yea, it is through Him.

"if tears were considered weakness leaving the body,
she's one tough cookie"

not conceited
not proud
not boastful
just realizing whats her worth,
what shes made of and what she deserves.
learning more about the person she has grown to be

be careful

what you wish for.
because you might get it
and itll just eff you up some more;
mentally.

instead, you should always ask for,
whats right for you.
what really is meant to be,
instead of what you want.
and if possible,
never act on anything before you get an answer.

epiphany,
what timing right?
He has his ways,
He always does.
dont you guys ever forget that.

dont feed the flesh
because the spirit will go starving
dont let that die